Sometimes I wonder about this delusion I’m in. Unable to truly comprehend my own circumstances. I wonder about the past and reflect on the present and try to grasp it. I do regret most of my actions and do not miss a thing about my past. Looking back I am so glad to have left it behind me. To leave myself was the only thing I had wished to do. The person in the mirror is a man of so much potential. Yet I am afraid of what I truly am.

I wonder about the world around me. I question people. I question their intentions. Are we all in it for the same reasons? Are we all here for each other? Or does our selfishness triumph above everything else. Questions left unanswered.

I ponder over these subtle thoughts and realize. I am right where I belong. Safe.