April 2010
3 posts
March 2010
4 posts
Yeah
I struggle with every breath. Air becomes alien to me. I look around. There is much to learn from the walls that enclose my mind. Each one with a window. I look out. Visions manifest themselves and I question my every intention. Now I realize. Are these thoughts that provoke me a reality. Or am I just an exaggeration of myself.
Ponder on every dream. Ponder on every action. Ponder on every...
Content with this Fury
Now I know this hate will not pass. History has spoken a thousand words. My humanity seeps through stronger than ever now. My fist burn with unspeakable rage. Used and slaughtered by the scum. They don’t deserve divine intervention. Forgotten but never forgiven. I hold this true. They will receive their due.
Humbled by this feeling. Submissive to my nature. But yet I am content. I am...
Relevance?
I think not of self. Self is non-relevant. The “I’s” and “me’s” are powerful tools of destruction. 11 billion stories all told at once. Each one beginning and ending. Each one unique and beautiful at the same time. Stories collide, meeting one another at different vantage points. Learning from one another, building and building. Hello how was your day? What did...
The Importance of simply being
I am cold hearted, vain and I will hurt you, but only shallow waters rise when nothing around seems to exist. I dwell in the rivers of pure love. Around me there is nothing but pure pleasures waiting for me. I am the dream of eternal lust and sin, I see but will never be seen. I love and will never hate. I am at utmost nirvana. Spiritual calm. And now the sound will overwhelm the earth. It’s...
December 2009
1 post
She will not stop me
in every light, i will always find myself lost, there is no pain like this, the one you feel when you’re so far way. This deep depression im in, will only prolong if i don’t let go. I must rise above my circumstance, I must change. She will hunt me down, She will stalk me for eternity, but she will not stop me.
November 2009
18 posts
October 2009
66 posts
Right where I belong
Sometimes I wonder about this delusion I’m in. Unable to truly comprehend my own circumstances. I wonder about the past and reflect on the present and try to grasp it. I do regret most of my actions and do not miss a thing about my past. Looking back I am so glad to have left it behind me. To leave myself was the only thing I had wished to do. The person in the mirror is a man of so much...
“Love makes you do crazy things, insane things.
Things in a million years you’d...”
– Wicker Park (via poeticheartache) (via pineappleupsidedown) (via itchycosmicpocket) (via strawberrybulletsdiary)
I'm seein' robots
These are the things that robots carry To get they hair done Eyes made up Difference effects to their bodies Sometimes, too many to even know The life of a robot Yo, dont waste my time on the phone, girl Im goin to bed That movie resteraunt you need cash that game is dead I pull your wig off, you step back, you have a tantrum I hold your rent money, contacts I hold for ransom Cut off...
Is the World Made of Plastic
Livin' Astro
